Wednesday, February 3, 2010

new.new.new

blogs. whay do blogs exist. haih. macam2 la skrang ni. if it wasnt for Iz, i think i might just abandon my blog. padahal, ade macam2 update. first things first. KIKIE! yeah baby. kikie and i are finally okay. we talked and everything turned out to be fine. she actually misses me alot. We talked about school and all. until she stated something that made me cry.

Kikie : dya, kikie bertunang nanti dya datang tak?

i was like OMG! ur getting engaged already??? i feel.. old. i used to think that im still young and all until she said that she was getting engaged. Her current BF is Mc Mahathir. ( i think ). tak sure sangat. haha. but yes. i said yes.

the holidays are about to start. Chinese new year that is. on the 12th i'll be flying home and will be back her in s.alam on the 15th. kikie's engagement day will be on the 21st. How do i attend? hah. Well. with my baby of course. Cian my baby jalan2 around selangor je. So nak bawak dia jalan2 jauh sikit. actually jauh banyak but oh well. consider it a road trip. My baby a.k.a my car just had it's bath (tak de kene mengena kan? motfif?!)

i'll be driving myself back home with my darling Onie.

Monday, December 7, 2009

Balqis Nordin ...



i miss her terribly :(

simply blur at the moment

yesterday night, i followed my heart. wierd line ite? i know. but its true. i followed my stupid fucking heart and ended up doing something so stupid. argh. in a way, its like god wanted to point out to me to never ever repeat that very stupid mistake again. this morning something terrible happened. Like OMG terrible. but i was still lucky. it was not that serious. i managed to escape from that major problem.

however, the one thing that kept on ringing in my brain was that i felt lonely. It's like i have friends around me but that spark which made me feel wanted and needed and appreciated was no longer there. it's like everyone has their own lives and they wouldn't wanna care about mine. i mean, ye of course i understand their busy-ness and all but still. aren't we still friends. i do everything you tell me too, i even call you up when ur all down and sad.

Hm. How memories can make me smile, never seems to fail to impress me. I want the memory to rekindle. i truly wanna make things right to get back together. i miss them so badly :(

Monday, November 30, 2009

New Moon

ok. here it goes. the summary of the so-called-best movie of the year New Moon. For me, i'd prefer watching 2012 over and over again rather than watching it once. Honestly, it sucked. I would only rate it as a 5 out of 10. Bella's acting was so shitty! She has noo emotions. Look at the way she 'looks' for Edward. Just calling out his name. Hello! If you really loved a guy, you would shout and cry. Rite? but did she do it? Nope. She did not act out the character from the book. It's like she has her own version of the book! As for Mr. Cullen People please. Everyone knows that he no longer stands as the hottest star in the twilight saga. At first, i was crazed for Taylor Lautner. But now, i realise that there are so much hotter people. or shall i say wolfs.



Yes people. I'm in love with the wolfpack. Those yummy abs make me melt.

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

Full Update :)

ok. here we go. i am now back in Shah Alam. FINALLY! but not as happy as expected. argh. seriously, i have no idea why. First thing that bugs me is that i now have to stay in a room ( 1B-04-32 ) which is four levels above the level i used to stay in and it is so god-damn-far with the freakin bus stop! Next thing that made me feel so down was that nana n wani are not in the same class as i was. However, i was in the same class with Fairuz, Iz, Megat and a few others. I only knew less than 10 of my classmates. Welll, next in my story would be.. OMG! yes. The Proposal of the Year! featuring Adam and Didi! Can you imagine if a guy actually propossed to you in front of all your coursemates on your first day of class after a month of holiday at one of the most common places where students lepak before class with a huge bouquet of ORCHIDS and actually kneeling down like the ones in the movies?? Well, a friend of mine known as Didi had her fairy tale moment :)




Adam & Didi


more updates to come...

Saturday, October 31, 2009

Rafael Zidane finally reaches Penang :D


wierd name? more like cool name!! hahaha. Rafael Zidane, son to Uncle Zali and Aunty V, is my cousin :) I am amazingly proud to be his cousin. hehe. i love you baby!