Balqis Nordin ...

i miss her terribly :(

simply blur at the moment

yesterday night, i followed my heart. wierd line ite? i know. but its true. i followed my stupid fucking heart and ended up doing something so stupid. argh. in a way, its like god wanted to point out to me to never ever repeat that very stupid mistake again. this morning something terrible happened. Like OMG terrible. but i was still lucky. it was not that serious. i managed to escape from that major problem.

however, the one thing that kept on ringing in my brain was that i felt lonely. It's like i have friends around me but that spark which made me feel wanted and needed and appreciated was no longer there. it's like everyone has their own lives and they wouldn't wanna care about mine. i mean, ye of course i understand their busy-ness and all but still. aren't we still friends. i do everything you tell me too, i even call you up when ur all down and sad.

Hm. How memories can make me smile, never seems to fail to impress me. I want the memory to rekindle. i truly wanna make things right to get back together. i miss them so badly :(

New Moon

ok. here it goes. the summary of the so-called-best movie of the year New Moon. For me, i'd prefer watching 2012 over and over again rather than watching it once. Honestly, it sucked. I would only rate it as a 5 out of 10. Bella's acting was so shitty! She has noo emotions. Look at the way she 'looks' for Edward. Just calling out his name. Hello! If you really loved a guy, you would shout and cry. Rite? but did she do it? Nope. She did not act out the character from the book. It's like she has her own version of the book! As for Mr. Cullen People please. Everyone knows that he no longer stands as the hottest star in the twilight saga. At first, i was crazed for Taylor Lautner. But now, i realise that there are so much hotter people. or shall i say wolfs.



Yes people. I'm in love with the wolfpack. Those yummy abs make me melt.

Full Update :)

ok. here we go. i am now back in Shah Alam. FINALLY! but not as happy as expected. argh. seriously, i have no idea why. First thing that bugs me is that i now have to stay in a room ( 1B-04-32 ) which is four levels above the level i used to stay in and it is so god-damn-far with the freakin bus stop! Next thing that made me feel so down was that nana n wani are not in the same class as i was. However, i was in the same class with Fairuz, Iz, Megat and a few others. I only knew less than 10 of my classmates. Welll, next in my story would be.. OMG! yes. The Proposal of the Year! featuring Adam and Didi! Can you imagine if a guy actually propossed to you in front of all your coursemates on your first day of class after a month of holiday at one of the most common places where students lepak before class with a huge bouquet of ORCHIDS and actually kneeling down like the ones in the movies?? Well, a friend of mine known as Didi had her fairy tale moment :)




Adam & Didi


more updates to come...

the videos that made my day

The Landlord from Will Ferrell

Good Cop, Baby Cop from Will Ferrell

Rafael Zidane finally reaches Penang :D

wierd name? more like cool name!! hahaha. Rafael Zidane, son to Uncle Zali and Aunty V, is my cousin :) I am amazingly proud to be his cousin. hehe. i love you baby!

Happy Anniversary Mama & Baba! :)

20 wonderful years. mama & baba are happily married. Yay! However, this is also the most tough year for all of us. Why? well, we have our ups and downs. Money crisis and all. So, thats where i come in. Mama just got discharged from the hospital so she's still weak. She still doesn't have the energy to go out and shop or even drive. That's a little update on mama. Now to baba. Well, he was at kl on that special day. He had a court case. :( However, he called me up and told me to get some stuff for the anniversary suprise thingy we planned. He banked in about RM 3000 for me to get the gift. I was like OMG! Too much money to handle!! He called me and said that he wanted to get her crystal flowers. *so much for everlasting love* hahahaha. but, hello! NEWSFLASH! We're in Penang! Not langkawi! Where on earth could we find that thing? We drove from gurney to queensbay to sunshine square to this place in town to the airport and yet still we couldnt find it. We were running out of time. Like seriously running out of time! So we called him back. I suggested that he should get her a new phone as her phone was nuts. So he said. Go find the PRADA phone. PRADA????? thats in gurney!! and we were like at the other end of penang! arghh. thats kinda the disadvantage of having a licence. seriously! We went back to gurney and actually ran around looking for it. When we found it, we actually bought it without even arguing for a cheaper price. stupid, i know. I drove back in a hurry as i had to buy pizza and baba's salad at nando's and collect or gifts at the shop. We bought them two GIGANTIC frames. It cost me about rm 400. it was bloody expensive! I got so tired so i went home as fast as i could. When i reached home. Mama wont stop babbling because i reached home late. It was only 9pm. shish. We waited for baba until about 1 am! freakin late! But both of them were suprised. their happy so i'm happy. but the next day went rough because i kinda used the extra money for my new t-shirts. hehee

P.S : total money in my bank for now RM 20.01 :'( so much for entertainment!! Shah Alam! I miss you!!

Webbie's make me go woot2!!

Ok. I feel a bit lost today. I think it's because i had lack of sleep. Huhu. So, thats why i snapped tons of pictures through my webcam a.k.a webbie :D .

Exhibit A : ---------->

Owh yes, yesterday i texted my beruk. Here is how it went.

Me: I can't sleep :(

Shafiq: babe,there is one important thing i nak TEGUR u boleh x?

Me: ok

Shafiq: boleh tak stop buat muka beruk u tu. dari shah alam i boleh nampak tau.hehe.gurau je.

Me: OMG! GILA la u! I ingat ape la yang i buat salah kat u. I da takut kot! I duk perah otak pikir ape i bt salah. Kalau i kat sane, i da cubit2 u! huhu. u kat mane ni?

Shafiq: I kat umah la. tgah tgok my fav show kat channel 707. u try to get some rest k. dont push to much. kosongkan fikitan u n try to sleep k babe

Me: Sakit2 sempat lagi tgok tv. G la tdo. rehat kan otak u.

Shafiq: .Yes mdm. jap lagi i tdo kot. u pun sama tdo k. anything just text me k

Me: Iye la 2. Entah2 pas ni terbaring depan tv. bkan u yg tgok tv, tv tgok u. nanti confirm tv 2 meletop pasl tekejut tgok muke beruk tgah tdo. hehehe. confirm u sebut ni "kepala otak u" bile bace mace msg ni kan. hahaa

Shafiq: kurang hajaq. nasib baik la u kat penang kalau x dah lama i bakar bulu beruk u. hehe

Me: hehehe. u bakar bulu i? lol. nanti i gigit u sampai berdarah baru tau. I jadi vampire :\

Shafiq: ok2. nanti sampai esok x habis2 ngutuk kang. u da smbahyang isyak?

Me: haha. ok2. i da smbahyang da. ni last kutuk. goodnite beruk! :P

Shafiq: gnite,sleep tight n sweetdreams 2 u too babe@beruk@mak beruk. hehehe.

that was how much i enjoyed last nite. hehehe. wheee! Thx 4 making me laugh dude!!

Happy Birthday Asyraf!

this dude has always been cheering me up when i'm down. He never fails to motivate me. He's always like "don't cry. It's not worth it." or " my friends are diamonds". Yea, he taught me that quote. So, here's to you my friend. A special post in my blog to show my appreciation towards you. Thanks dude & a very Happy 20th Birthday!

he stabbed my heart :'(

i'm starting to hate perasan hot people! They think that they are so hot and they TRY every girl that says hye to them. I know that i'm currently hating this one guy who i was actually starting to like. He is, the one and only, Eddy Danniel.

The 'GREAT' Eddy Danniel

you made me laugh
you made me smile
you made me feel special
you made me feel appreciated
you made me feel wanted

also

you stabbed my broken heart

you hurt my crushed feelings

you made me loose my trust to guys

you dumped me like trash

you killed the confidence in me

you murdered the love i had for my friends

you ruined my life

CONGRATULATIONS!

YOU'RE A CHARMING PRINCE AND AT THE SAME TIME, YOU ARE A COMPLETE HEART-BREAKING MURDERER

such an exhausting day

i sat in the car for almost 16 hours today. Sending my mom to places. Treating my siblings with yummy food. At the end of the day, i finally smiled like hell after texting my Beruk. haha. Shafiq si Muka Beruk & Suara Katak. lol He just loves to make me smile and laugh! Wee! Damn, i miss cracking him up. :P

p.s: 18 more days to return back to Shah Alam!!

Ude's Birthday!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KHALEDA OMAR!

today is Ude's birthday! hehehe. we had lunch at Nando's! kenyang gile! I'm still blur. i dont know what to get for ude. It's either

• external hard drive
• iTouch
• Baby Phat handbag
• LG bubble

huhu. SOS!

I'm happy now that she's happy :)

ILY nana! *hugs n kisses*

p.s: i picked her outfit :P

Mama's Home!

Mama is finally home after spending 7 long days in the most suckiest hospital ever!! I need to prepare myself for tomorrow as Khaleda turns 16. sweet 16! A party? nah. maybe just dinner at TGI would be enough.

Ok. Um. On the 23rd, we( me,Ja,De,Onie,Musa) planned to celebrate De's birthday. We made reservations at TGi but it turned out that De couldnt make it. :( So, Ja n me decided to visit mama & take adrive to her place. Onie couldnt make it too because she had to go to KL. Well. Anyways, Happy Birthday Aida Arina!!

MUET :)

today,i had my MUET. Just speaking test at this school called SMK Chung Hwa Confucian. Wierd much! it's a chinese school!! There were noo malays at all. I went there along with Sarah. Bertolak at around 7am and reached there at about 7.50 am. Hehe. um. We got lost so that kinda explains why it took us almost an hour to reach a place which is only 5 minutes away. We had to wait as we were the 'penumpangs'. They said that we had to take the exam in Shah Alam. We were all so shocked. Owh yea, there was also Jeda and another guy from Shah Alam too. We made a new friend. We call him Mat. We were in a group. :) Our topic was about retired people who were fit. BORING! but we managed to have fun. Later then, i received a call from Baba saying that Mama is admitted. I was like owh shit. I went to McD for breakfast and sent sarah home. I went back home to freshen up and straight to the hospital. When i reached the hospital, all Mama's friends were there. laughing out loud. So, i just sat at the side. Facebooking. till now.

to be continued.......

Latest Update

Ok. I know i haven't been blogging lately. I've been totally distracted by a lot of MySpace-ing and facebooking. I am currently back, here, in an island i call Penang. Shish. Boringness. I'm like some sort of full time driver here. So annoying and tiring at times. Let's recall what happened before. Hm.

Ok. here it goes. We were having our finals * hard to believe but true*. it was tough but the journey was fun. Really fun. Even on the days we had exams, we would stay up late to gossip or even 'bergayut' all nite long. The next day we would be so tired and weak but that didnt stop us from hanging out at Redone that night for food and shisha. :)

On our last day in Shah Alam, we rented a car. A silver kelisa :) we took the car at around 8pm and started our journey to this lake. It was the night. The night for Nana to break up with Z. It was kinda sad cuz they looked sweet together. We witnessed some fireworks by Z's friends. It was crazy but they were all so happy like there's nothing in this world that can stop them. After that, we went to this place to meet up with Shafiq. :)

It was the last time for me to meet up with him before i return to Penang. There, we also met Abang Azam. He cracked me up with his super funny cartoony laugh. Hahaha. That was also when someone started to annoy my ears just because her battery went low. argh. Rite after that, we went to Ampang. Specifically, Andalus. hehe. Shisha baby! I had a bad head ache. So we moved to Rooftop. Nana and Fiqa were already dizzy. Whereas, Bai,Wani and me stayed up. Farhan went back at around 4 am.

Our adventure kinda ended there. hehe. In Penang, nothing much. But MySpace seriously hurts. Especially knowing that there's a new bitch in MySpace. Argh. Known as NM. Bitch! She flirts with almost every guy in Myspace. Annoying much. She hurts my babe and my friends. If i ever have a chance to meet her, i'll be sure to have a bottle of Acid in my bag. I so hate her.

Hm. However, i miss these people so much.Nana,Wani,Shafiq,Radhi,Ridan,Apek,Apple,Shizie,Schah and so many more people. People! I can't wait to get back to Shah Alam! WooHoo!!

Bitch Alert!!

OMFG!Bitches these days are wilder aren't they.Ok.I have this friend.Let's call this person N.Her name doesnt start with the letter so dont bother guessing.I so hate her now but i have to pretend to like her due to many you-no-need-to-know reasons.Can you imagine being dragged to a place for hours and being stared at by complete freaky strangers!I so dont want that to happen again.Back to the story.N wants me to go out.With her.Again.I'm sick of it.I'm just too tired already!But for the sake of IRC,i'm actually taking her out.Again.Tonight.Just for dinner and maybe let her get a free lecture by my peeps.Hahaha!

new topic!
NEW BITCH!OMG!this one really hurts.I told her something that was supposed to be kept to herself.SECRET LAA!but noo..she blabbered!!She told the rest of the gang!because of this totally fat whore,i'm now known as the bad girl in class..i'm so gonna kill you one day.Whores are just so eewy.

Yay!Yay!Dah Jumpe Atok Ayie! :D

It was a Sunday.More like Tired-Day.I just came back from a midnight trip from pandan indah.Well,u know where.Whatever.Let me get back.At around 11am,i realised that i had an assignment to finish.It was Ms,Sally's assignment!I had to finish it no matter what!I tried calling D over and over until 4pm.She didn't pick up.I panicked.I only had a few hours left.So, i decided to go solo.I called up a close friend of mine.I call him ayie :). Better known as Atok Ayie..Lol.He had plans to go to KL.But,he said that he would help me with the interview!Yay!i was excited!I got ready as i told him that i'll be at IRC at 5.He said he'll be ther LITTLE late but i was like,ok.When i reached there,Afif,Abg Bob and Shafiq was there.There was also another new buddy,her name was Mell.Ayie arrived quite late with a friend which i didnt really ask his name.They got there on a bike.They looked soo hungry so i decided to buy them dinner(i'm soo nice..LoL..).After dinner,i did the interview.Ayie smiled throughout the interview.He looked so cute!hehehee..I didn't get the chance to spend much time as i had to get back to Re-done with Afif as Shafiq will send me back to Mawar.wow.That's complicated.WTV.I said bye and i got so attracted to his smile.owh well.maybe some other time.hehe.I miss you ayie!!

p.s : i suddenly thought about hafyz and my penang peeps today.i wonder how they are now.Hmmm..i miss them too :(

New Freakin Fun Peeps :D

Last friday was unforgettable.Fieqa,Wani and me were soo hungry.So we planned to have dinner at our normal hangout, Barra.actually,we loved the place beside Barra known as Re-done.We knew the owner,so you know how it goes.When we reached there,we met with Abg Ridan.We gave him our order and waited for it to arrive.10 minutes later,Shafiq called us up.He said that he wanted to take us out for dinner.and it's all on him.I was so freakin excited.However,we had to cancel our order.We didnt have the heart to tell him but in a way he understood our body language.lol.He served us drinks and it was free.Shafiq arrived right after we finished our drinks.He took us to SACC to fetch a friend.We waited for about..10 minutes.Then his friend came.OMFG!It was Azan!Azan Ruffedge!He smiled as Shfiq introduced us to him.wani and Fieqa were blur but i was freakin excited.I was a big fan of his.It was also then when we met this dude named Affif.He was a sweet guy even with the look of Hellboy.(i'm so not kidding).We waited for a few others to arrive.There was abg Bob and another dude that i can't recall his name.A few minutes later they drove us to Pandan Indah.There,we met Abang Andy,Abang Faiz,some INTEC lecturer,Abg Nine(ruffedge dude),Abg Azam,Kak Wawa and another abang too.Afif suggested the drinks and the food.In other words,we didnt really order our food.It was all him.When we were served,i realised that Afif ordered a special drink for me.It was called FALL IN LOVE.It was pure berrylicious with a slight taste of nata-de-coco and a layer of whipped cream!yummy!We ate nasi Goreng Tomyam with Tomyam..OMG!it was heaven!afif made me eat a lot that night.he even offered me cake.I was too full.Maybe next time dude.After the lovely dinner,Abg Azam came over to explain about a membership thing to us.I got so interested.(currently a member now).At about 2am,we had to move out as they were about to close already.We went to this place known as La Sezz(i think).All of them followed us too.We sat and had drinks.until..Abg Azan started to give tricks and games.Even teke-teki's.It was soo complicated yet fun.Abg Andy answered the few early riddles fast and Abg Faiz was slow.But later it went the other way round.It was soo funny seing them fool each other.They laughed and laughed.They treated us like they've known us for years.They call us by our name but they treat us like their younger siblings. :D i was kinda proud of that :). You can't always find friends who actually treat you nicely.We went our own seperate ways at around 5.30 am.Abg Azan sent us back to Re-Done along with Shafiq to lepak with us.When we reached there,Radhi was packing the shisha.We chatted for a little while until it was 6.30. Then,Shafiq sent us back to Mawar.To me,that was a night that i can never ever forget.I feel like lepak-ing with them more and more.but.I can't as i have other things to concentrate on other than lepak.Studies,exams,charity work.haih.I'll miss them.Maybe lepak-ing once in a blue moon won't hurt.haha.till them.toodles :)

madly pissed off

i have no idea why i'm blogging again..maybe it's because i feel pissed off today..first is because my stupid brain can't fit in any extra information for the upcoming quiz which is TOMORROW!fcuk much..it's like it's already confirmed that i'm suffering from short term memory loss..which i'm not..i'm as healthy as..Ms.Sally..lol..back to my bad mood..i'm also pissed as i met that bitch again today..i was like sooo mad..i felt like throwing my shoe to her head..she think that she's soo hot when she's not..who are you babe!!!this is noo popularity contest!your just a normal person who has an extra bonus(being hated..BADLY)she looks like a pig who wears black highlighter on her face!!eew much!!she disgust me soo much!i feel like puke-ing when i see her!I also found out today that my darling Hafiz <3 color="#ff6600">Hafiz!!At least inform me earlier!!I wouldn't have wasted my credit texting someone knowing that he wont reply..shish..what else..owh yes..A(name not to be revealed) started to call me back..he thinks he's soo hot!and he thinks that every girl wants him..owh please..ur just like any typical malay dude on a bike doing your 'suit2' to girls like a bunch of rempits..i bet you remeber how annoyed i am by this big rats(rempits) especially the ones from penang!OMG!Their fatter!Their 'suit's' are way louder..lol..but there's ONE thing that made me happy today..hehee..i have RM 1028 in my account!yay!hehehe..soon,the number will increase to RM2028..OMG!i can't wait for the day to come..i also can't wait for Hanibal to treat me with a big mac..it's his birthday today :)

Hanibal :)

a day i'll never forget

first blog in blogspot..yay me! :D
it was myspace before this..but it's about time i migrated somewhere new..
today is..the 28th of February..and it's a day i'll never forget..as sportsday started like 4 hours after i arrived..at 2pm!!but owh well..i met a knew friend..her name is Nabila..

nabila :)

she was my pet bro(adam ong)'s girlfriend..such a sweet person..we talked like we knew each other for years..haha..at 1 pm..my bestie arrived :D it was soo long since i met her..
haha..she is surianee ali :)

surianee a.k.a onie :)

we talked and talked..and then the event started..shockingly the band decreased drastically from 42 students to 21 students..they used to be in a rectangle but they were like a box.so little..and only one person with a trumpet!we were like OMG...but we did enjoy it..so..whatever..haha..
a few hours later,another friend popped up..it was fik..we were always chatting but we never met..so it was my first time meeting him..

fik :P

the event went on..and on..it was 5.30 pm..and two of my old buddies showed up..wany and annur :Dwe were ponteng-class-babes..hehe..all the old memories rekindled..we cheered for the contestants and teachers and staffs..
then it was the time..the time i loved most..the end of the day..where students sing Negaraku louder than ever!georgians are just soo unique :)

i love them so damn fuckin much :D