i miss her terribly :(
Monday, December 7, 2009
simply blur at the moment
yesterday night, i followed my heart. wierd line ite? i know. but its true. i followed my stupid fucking heart and ended up doing something so stupid. argh. in a way, its like god wanted to point out to me to never ever repeat that very stupid mistake again. this morning something terrible happened. Like OMG terrible. but i was still lucky. it was not that serious. i managed to escape from that major problem.
however, the one thing that kept on ringing in my brain was that i felt lonely. It's like i have friends around me but that spark which made me feel wanted and needed and appreciated was no longer there. it's like everyone has their own lives and they wouldn't wanna care about mine. i mean, ye of course i understand their busy-ness and all but still. aren't we still friends. i do everything you tell me too, i even call you up when ur all down and sad.
Hm. How memories can make me smile, never seems to fail to impress me. I want the memory to rekindle. i truly wanna make things right to get back together. i miss them so badly :(
however, the one thing that kept on ringing in my brain was that i felt lonely. It's like i have friends around me but that spark which made me feel wanted and needed and appreciated was no longer there. it's like everyone has their own lives and they wouldn't wanna care about mine. i mean, ye of course i understand their busy-ness and all but still. aren't we still friends. i do everything you tell me too, i even call you up when ur all down and sad.
Hm. How memories can make me smile, never seems to fail to impress me. I want the memory to rekindle. i truly wanna make things right to get back together. i miss them so badly :(
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